2. Life is hard. Like…hard. I am always wishing it were easier. But if it were then I wouldn’t learn anything. And heaven knows I need to learn things. Sometimes over and over again.
3. Making decisions is also hard. I am always wishing someone else could make decisions for me. But then, again, I wouldn’t learn anything and I would probably blame a lot on other people. Which is easy to do but probably not very healthy.4. Swallowing pride is also extremely hard. Especially when you don’t want to even open your mouth. And spoonfuls of sugar do not help.
5. Having great friends and supportive family is priceless. Not Mastercard commercial priceless. But like seriously, priceless. I am so lucky to have people who care about me. Especially when I feel completely alone. Which I guess means I’m not completely alone. Which is good.6. Along with the slice of humble pie (#4), there is a side dish of My Words that I sometimes have to eat. Ouch. It hurts. And is embarrassing. And not something that I like to do. But is unavoidable at times.
7. “Sometimes what you need to do is not what you want to do,” is what my friend Keila told me. I needed to hear that.8. Good decisions do not always come pain free. I’m sure we all go through that at some point in time. But I wish they did come pain free or at least perfectly perfect. Wouldn’t that be nice?
9. “It’s like you’re calling off a wedding,” said Chloe. She couldn’t have explained what I’m feeling better (not to mention boat loads of other good advice and stuff).10. New York and I are breaking up. I’ve decided to come back to school in Utah to save money, stress, and money. Among other things. It’s hard. It hurts. I heart NY. Like, so much. There is so much I will miss. So, so much. But it’ll always be there and we just might get back together. That would be nice.
Later,
Sarah ;)